Sunday, September 20, 2009

Emails and some Q&A

Firstly, I fully realize that in the 70's, everyone who was anyone got their own variety show. In the 80's they got their own sit-com, then in the 90's their own talk-show, and in the 00's their own reality show. In between, everyone else who's...well, got a pulse has done their own porn. Since I've been on this site I've gotten a good number of emails; but three separate ones from guys asking me to do porn. I truly believe there is already enough porn out there for ANY taste, even showing out of shape guys with very small dicks who are so ugly they need to wear masks yet somehow convince themselves that this is the way they should be making a living (*cough*). So, to all the well-wishers out there and all the guys who have a nice ass and want to try out the long ranger, keep those emails coming. But the porn thing is not going to happen.

On to some fucking: Hill finally got back from his travels and came back to my place for a repeat. I told the boy from the begining that this time he needed to let me get two loads off in him, and he smiled and nodded. And that's just what I did (he came right after I did the second time). This time, as he was getting ready to leave he said, "This time was just as good as the first time. I thought it might have been a fluke." "Yup, I agree," I responded back, pulling up my sweats. I'd definitely tap that ass on a regular basis, but I know he doesn't have a regular travel schedule, so I'll just have to settle for what I can get.

OK, now back to porn. I think I've said this before, but I'm really not into porn at all. Whenever I need to get aroused, I just think back to a scene from my own boning adventures There's really only one fantasy I haven't fulfilled yet, and maybe that will come some day (it involves about 5 guys bent over on a couch and me fucking their holes down the line, then deciding which one feels best and going back to it to finish up). I can think of about 5 different guys I've fucked who have been "porn stars", meaning they actually made their living at it at one point from some known porn studio. But don't ask me their "porn names" or even what films they've been in, since I've never seen them (I can count on two hands how many porn videos I've seen). But the other day, a friend of mine sent me a link to a video and said I'd recognize one of the guys in it. I watched it for a bit and didn't recognize anyone until the second scene in, where this white, 20-something (then) guy with a decent body and crew cut began to get gang-banged bareback by mostly muscular, older obviously HIV+ guys. They were abusing this boy's anus (and it really showed) like the new meat in prison. They were doing things to this boy that I really can't even imagine, let alone write down. And the thing is, I had fucked him on 3 separate ocasions (doing the math, around 4 years after the video was filmed). My friend knew him as this guy worked with him at one point (the boy was working in SF at some non-profit while studying to be a psychologist). The video was pretty low budget and obviously catered to people wanting to watch bareback porn. It floored me seeing him in it because a) he's OK looking, not great looking and b) didn't at all seem like the type of guy who would let people do anything they wanted like that to him (for money or otherwise). When we met, he said he was HIV- but after seeing him in that video there is just NO FUCKING WAY (lesson to life here; people lie about their HIV status in case you didn't know).

Another question is if I play music when I have sex. The answer is it depends. Usually when it's a first time hook-up, then no. And if it's a date and I'm trying to set the mood to eventually get some, then jazz does the job good (note: jazz should NOT be played DURING sex! Major wood kill hearing Billy Holiday singing about black people being lynched, FYI). But when it comes down to the butt-pounding, animalistic sex-act, maybe I'm just old school, but to me there's nothing better than Freestyle for this:



One last answer, for those who have asked: yes, for the most part I do actually take the pictures on this blog, and they are who I say they are. Sometimes if they send me a headless shot from their profiles and allow me to use it, I'll put that up too. But I'm not just using random pics I've collected from the internet (I would have thought the fluffy blue blanket I roll-out for sex would have been a dead giveaway in the photos). In closing, I did NOT take this pic; but DAMN, I wish I could have been there when it was taken.

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